Another Beginning of Another Day, Yet this Day won't happen again, I can't click repeat like i can on my ipod and listen to the words today, only slight memories of everydays past, because either way, it's all going to fail and we're all gonna fall, good day, bad day, i don't know anymore, i don't classify days anymore i just classify by emotion and experience, who i talk to, how late i stay up, which is a really screwed up sleeping schedule, how much i eat, which strangly isn't much, and therefore when i want to eat i'm starving. I realize, looking over what i typed, it seems i have no major purpose anymore, i don't have a major goal in life, basically i just want to live while i can, before experience what happens after death, and basically since i am a christian i believe that i will go to Heaven, so letsee what heaven is like.
My friends feel more distant everyday, yet some are close-by, I move onto new groups every once in a while and since i came back I haven't been chilling with some of my closest friends, yet i've been with some older ones, I'm so confused by myself, because I don't uderstand me, other people can claim that they do understand themselves, or someone else, but you can't understand me, i don't, i'll tell myself something and do the complete opposite. I'm just crazy hahaha
My Friend Brandon Just Told Me This Looks Like A Suicide Note, lmfao, but It's not, I'm not depressed, I'm just observing my day-to-day life nowadays.
Listening - Ipod on Shuffle.
Random Songs That Have Played By:
Knights - Minus The Bear
About a Girl - The Academy Is...
I Will Possess Your Heart - DCFC
Seven Years - Saosin (ANTHONY GREEN)
Antlion - Dance Gavin Dance
Watching (Well About To Watch Next Period and Finished Last Period)
The Phantom of the Opera - Fucking Awesome
Gettysberg - Pretty Cool.
lovelovelove
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