Exhaustion

Listening: Relativity - Emarosa,
Read: All Quiet on The Western Front.


So i'm running on 2 hours of sleep and a 2 liter of mtn dew, and random other thing keep me awake, and i feel like i've been hit by a train, but i'm just chillin here, feeling like death, hahaha, but hmmm on my mind? oh, Relativity by Emarosa, wonderful album, go pick it up or illegally download it, (we all have limewire so duhh) and i'm done with the book i had to read for English, which is probably a "boring" novel, but people have to open their eyes to everything in life or it will just slip by, and you'll miss it. Continuing, this book is spectacular, and i know in school, it seems forced, but i took a day off to read it and write a report (which i prob screwed up) and it is a very well written book, i enjoyed actually going over it and feeling the experiences shared in the book, it compares to nowadays problems to me, "We are a lost generation" it seems to me that not just anyone taken in a war, or a mugging or a crime is the same to someone who commits suicide in our own neighborhood, people are in fact lost. I support groups like twhola and invisible children for this reason: We are human, not super beings who are above feelings, we can hurt, it's just alot of us slap on that fake smile every morning and no one notices, but i'm the kind of guy who notices, and I'm here for people who are hurt and lost, that;s just me and my bigg heart (thanks jesus, make things more difficult for me)

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