Keeping To Myself.

Idk everything seems sooooooooo boring nowadays,
i kinda just keep to myself and not interupt other's lives.
i feel like i'm intruding and i feel out of place.
i need something new.

I feel like, i'm losing it again

I spent the weekend, alone, at my grandparents, getting stoned off my ass,
all i did, was smoke weed, eat, watch nickelodion, or the disney channel or check my myspace.
Also got rejected by my cousin a couple of times, jeez. i feel like everyone is growing away from me, i got ripped by a good friend on a weed hookup. which absoultely pissed me off, and i think someone stole my black rims yesterday. Urgh, dicks. I'm being constantly, uninvited to things, i think i'm losing chris reed and that crew, ever since the sibling fell through, i've been falling farther behind. I even think i'm out of define sanity. Idk i need a new set of friends, a new experience. BEN GARDNER WE NEED TO CHILL, hahahaha.
Thoughts like these remind me why i stay sober anymore.


OHHHHHHHHH
100% FORGOT,
5 more days till i see kara =]<3
i love you baby =]



Asher Roth - Asleep In The Bread Aisle
Jamie Foxx - Intution
Happiness - Dance Gavin Dance
Working on Orgamsix EP - Jkizzle

Just Because, You Move Your Lips, Doesn't Mean That You Exist.

Beat Up As All Hell.

Okay So The Concert Last Night Was In Face, Epic As All Hell.
Attack Attack! and I See Stars were unavailable because AA!'s drummer has swine flu and ISS' singer was coughing up blood. (I hope they all get better) But The Sets Were Awesome. I'll Try To Describe DGD's

Alex English
Me and Zoloft Get Along Fine
Shyhook
Tree Village (New Song, But it's Debuted On Their Myspace)
Buffalo
New Song(I Think It Was "I'm Down With Brown Town" I Love Leaks)
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most
Rock Solid
The Robot With Human Hair pt.3

Idk Much of A Skylit Drive's but i know they played.

And All It Takes For You Dreams To Come True...
Eva The Carrier
Wires....And The Concept OF Breathing

It Was Insane I'm Not Gonna Lie, Will Swan Really Pulled Out For Me and Perry.
I hung out with Will Swan (FUCKING YES) and Kurt Travis (OMFG FUCKING YES)
Met Coy La Quay, (Fuck Yeah Man, Fuck Yeah) Jag, (Small As FUCK, Huge Hugs) Joey Wilson (Dude I Don't Know You But Let's Drink) and Brian White (He Got Hit With A Fruit Snack lmfao) of A Skylit Drive. I also met Matt Mingus (He Was Obliderated, We;re The Majuana? IN MY LUNGS) and Zac Garren (I almost bitched him out because i didn't know who he was) of Dance Gavin Dance.

It Was Wonderful!!

Then I Spent Today, Wanderng Around My House with my aching neck, back and head, and i recorded a new song with my friend shock d it sounds beast And managed to go all day with 3 cigarettes and 2 rolled ones.

Ben got Me a leak of happiness, by dgd and it's epic as shit.


Happiness - Dance Gavin Dance. (EPIC)
Asleep in the Bread Aisle - Asher Roth (Impressive, I'll Keep My Love For Him)
Tillthewheelsfalloff - Dot Dot Curve :) (Disspaointing)

Don't Tell Me That I'm Ordinary,

Today Was Kinda That Way.
Went To Church, My Brother Got Confirmed, Happy Moment of The Day.
Talked To Ben Alot During Church, Before During and After, Watched Him Skate Around.
Prob Playing With Music With Him Next Week For Some Youth Stuff.
Tryina Hang With Some Different People, I'm Tired Of The Same Ones.
Went Home.
Had A Big Talk With My Mom About Dad, and how he's anit-myfamilyandit'sreligon
Sucked.
Ate At Olive Garden (Chicken Parmesean =])
Went To The Grent's
Checked Out The Jkizzle Page, I've Had Almost 1,000 Plays in One Weekend
Talked To Some Small Time Artists,
Gonna Collab With X X Robots Rawr, Mizz B.I.S. and L3to
Wanting To do My Acoustic Project Terribly (YEAH DANNY AND BEN!!!)
Define Sanity Needs A Band Practice.
I Need Cigarettes
Watched Bedtime Stories (Disney + Adam Sandler)
Talking to Kara<3
About To Release This Week's Playlist =]

Listening: Dance Gavin Dance - Self Titled
Watching: Bed Time Stories
Recording The CBG MIXTTAPE (Screamo/Hip Hop)

It Gets Easier As It Goes

I Woke Up At Like 1:30 Today, Usually I Can Get Myself Up Earlier, but today, fail.
This Grounding Thing, Is Not As Hard As I Thought, But That's because i've been spending my time all on my jkizzle project (myspace.com/jkizzlefoshizzle) and i've busted out, around 12 tracks, and am working on a mixtape, which i have 7 tracks for (planning on 12-15) But I Just Watched an Amazing Movie (Seven Pounds) Check It Out, another wonderful movie.

Nothing Much Has Been Going On, Been A Boring Person.

Where Is My Record Player?

Lmfao Benjamin and his Videos hahaha.
Today was pretty good, not gonna lie,
i'm getting used to staying home and not doing shit.
My Grades Have All Gone Up?
I've Been Writing More Music?
I Recorded Three Jkizzle Songs.
(Yeah I Discarded The Hiatus)
I've Been Expressing Me, Because I Actually Have Time To.
Been talking to old Friends, and Making New Relationships.
It's All Good.

Listening: Nothing Much, I've Been Recording All Afternoon
Watching: About To Watch Seven Punds (Will Smith)