Killer Headache.

7:00
Gulp.

Yeah, I'm Spending Tonite, Taking Ibuprofen.
Pill Poppin Animal Much? No, Not Really.
but i did take 10, and that's more than "6 in a 24hr period"

7:30
Got Hung Up on By My Ex, Lovely.
Another Cigarette with the guilt and loneliness please.

Well, The Headaches Gone,
I wanna go to bed, it's 8 on a Friday?
shouldn't i be out somewhere?
with someone?

The Answer To That Is Yeahhh.
but whom to be with?
Drama Drama Drama.
I hate people.

8:30

Clunk,
Go Upstairs,
Family's Watching TV, Some reality show.
Smile Big, they don't know how you feel.

BAM
oh shit, ibuprofen, bad idea.
just hit me, wow, can i walk?

Seems Unlikey, My Head is Spinning Now.
People aren't answering my im's, or phone calls.
Be careful, No Pill Rages again.

8:50
haha Damn, Does This Stuff Last That Long?
I'm such a flirt screwed up yo.
woww.

Internet Goes Out, Again, I'mm Getting Pissy
With This Shit.

Urgh, Might As Well Post This Shit Now.
My Friday Evening.

Epiphany Numero Uno

Okay, Something Just Came To Me, Just Letting You Guys Know, I'm No Officailly on The "Fuck Dating" side, like seriously, i'm not gonna go after nothing, i'mma find someone at one point, who loves me for me, and seriously, i'm done chasing shitt, that person can come find me, cause i'm done looking for you, babe, you can fucking find me girly, i'm done looking for you, it's hurting moi too much. Nice Huh?


hahaha, I'm Jamming DJ Khaled, Sublime, Emarosa, Brokencyde and Good Charlotte Right Now. So There's You're Update on That. Still Watching Kyle xy Season 2! and oh yeah i went "Donuting" with Kookie today, that was some fun shit, go ruin the world children, Well, other thing, it says numero uno because i'mma have more epiphanies in my blog so this is number one.

Andrew and Becca and I.

Watch This, Guarented Wet Pants.

2 Hour Delay.

Well, It's Almost One am, Drinking This Cheap Kool-Aid Stuff My Sister Bought, it's like $1 a six pack, and i'm watching kyle xy, and he's going to school and wtf is this guy? hahaha, get a life jake? yeahhh i need one, and a few cigarettes, damn i love mat devine of kill hannah, raccoon society fuse.tv check itt. Wow, like seriously i'm sitting here watching tv script relationships, seriously, life cannot be replicated, you can't experience the little emotions, that people go through, espcially how their eyes wander in thought, or shit like that, tv and movies can't replicate. oh Something Like Human - Fuel, wonderful album. so is Plagues by TDWP and oh again with the Kill Hannah. Upcoming Show: Brokencye and Drop Dead Gorgeous, and i might be selling Aphobia Merch at Mr.Smalls =]

Peace.

Isles & Glaciers

Next Band of So Called All-Stars, Much like The Sounds of Animals Fighting, Isles and Glaciers is made up of artists of popular bands consisting of members from Chiodos, Emarosa, Cinematic Sunrise, Pierce the Veil, Underminded, and The Receiving End of Sirens. Mainly Importanr, Craig Owens (Chiodos, Cinematic Sunrise) and Johnny Craig (Emarosa, Ex-Dance Gavin Dance) Being The Vocalists. Vic and Mike Fuentes or Pierce the Veil For Drums and Guitar. Nick Martin, Guitar (also of Cinematic Sunrise, Undermined) Matt Goddard, Bass (Chiodos) Brian Southall Guitar/Programming (ex-Boys Night Out, ex-The Receiving End of Sirens, ex-Fordirelifesake) They Released 3 Rough Demos on a Radio Station. Clush, Hells Like White Elephants, and Empty Sighs and Wine. I&G EP Debated for March 2009.

Have Fun =]]

"Emo"

I'd like some goddamn recognition here, i'm not fucking "emo" or "scene" whatever you'd like to call it. I am jakob dahl and if you can't recognize that, i don't need you in my life. OH! and people that think they are "emo" you are just pathetic atempts to get recognition, but HOWEVER all the recognition you are getting is negative, so you people out there call yourself emo? Labels are the past, you define who you are, not a label. BTW Cutting doesn't do shit, been there done that. If you wanna kill yourself pick up a cigarette, and let's see how you feel in 2, 5, 15 years, that's killing yourself. Labels, pathetic. Peace.

Music I've Been Spinning Recently

I"m deff bringing up some random bands and artists but this is my main =]


Underclass Hero - Sum41 (Punk Rock)
Freedom - Akon (Hip Hop/R&B)
Forrbiden Love EP - Death Cab For Cutie (Indie/Rock)
The Moment - Framing Hanley (Alternative)
For Never and Ever - Kill Hannah (Alternative)
The Quilt - Gym Class Heroes (Hip Hop/Alternative Rock)
The Bake Sale - The Cool Kids (Hip Hop)

Sooo...

I've Been Really Fucking Sick, for like the last few days, and it has been, terrible. So basically, for some reason all i've been doing is laying down, watching movies, and taking medicine, but when i've actually got on the computer i've found this site where you can watch all the scrubs episodes =]] i'll link you right here ---->http://www.free-tv-video-online.info/internet/scrubs/index.html and after watching like all 6 1/2 season of scrubs (because the writers strike during the 7 season) i feel so much better xD not really, i still have a nasty cough. i'mma try to go to school in an hour or so, so wish me luck.

Lecture Time =]

Today is just like, a great day, and one little thing can ruin it. People Are Like Dominoes, Tip one over and they all crash. Damn Starting Shit For No Reason, Wow, Immature Girl, Get A Life, Sorry That You Can't Have Everything. Life is such a gift, and we ruin it, we imperfectious people. Seriously, when everythin crashes around you, the reaction is NOT to attack it, because damn, you're gonna get worse, go back to you're life, stop interrupting other peoples.

Jkizzle Solo Project.

So today i found my mic, and used my cuz's beat for XXRR's Home for a Freemix and it turned out my mic is the shit, and expect more from me in the future. I'm going to collab with a few artists so expect that. and idk jkizzle ep i'm gonna work on in feb.
pce.

Sanest of The Insane

Was Fucking Nasty. Got Dumped, and Seriuosly, I wanna talk about that, it kinda really bothers me. Like i used to be a complete screw up with chicks, i'd date them, get nothing and dump them. Really, I wanted to stop and Fuck, i try and i get dumped. That's what you get for being to nice. Whatever. Nick Shannon is my best friend yo, i mean seriuosly he and i talked for like 3 striaght hours and liek fuck we know each others lives practically. RIP Amanda, you are in our hearts. I'm watching scrubs, which is funny shit. I really don't know what's going on in my life anymore. I miss alot of shit, i miss when drama was nonexistent. i miss her, i miss her so damn much, and i seriously wish i could get over her but i can't. Urgh it's been 5 months, and nothing..

Just A Little Thought

Our World is corrupt , our lives taught to take down others, i hate this shit that people explain to be normal. People can be good, and they refuse to be, they would rather follow their selfish ambitions, and i admit, i'm not perfect, i just want to be better. But seriously i hate people, i hate pointless drama, this shit that fucking controls us, i want to have fun, get fucked up party, and all this other shit that teenagers do, which is also something the world says is okay, and you know what i believe in what i believe in, i don't take shit from others, i can fucking tell you what's up and whats wrong and really, The World is Fucked Up Jesus Come Soon,

New Song, I Wrote =]

My Fragmented Dreams, Represent the Past


Don’t Be Afraid, We Belong Together.
Forever……

The Shattered Glass, Falls From The Window,
As You Drove Away That Night.
Smoke Rolls Down My Breath.
As I Silently Say GoodBye.

This Was All a Goddamn Mistake.
I Can’t Live, Like This Anymore.

Fuck I Am Free.
I Won’t Suffer, From You.
Self Destruction.
Was All That You Seem To Be.

Blood Knuckles on my Door.
Splinters All Across The Floor.
And I dose the cigarette,
Regretfully on the puddle.

This Was All a Goddamn Mistake.
I Can’t Live, Like This Anymore.

Fuck I Am Free.
I Won’t Suffer, From You.
Self Destruction.
Was All That You Seem To Be.

Forever……….
Ends Today……

Band Of the Week: Week 5

Jayreck/Dot Dot Curve :)/Scene Kidz


These Guys are the upcoming Crunkcore music, and they are my buddies, funny as shit.
Check Them All Out,
Jayreck makes crazy beats, some really cool songs, he's really technotron
Dot Dot Curve is A Crazy Mothafucka who just released an album call Tillthewheelsfalloff
Scene Kidz is a joint thing between Jayreck, DDC and Envy and they aren't as good, but i enjoy them.

Spin All Traxxx By DDC, Jayreck only has two, and DAMN by SK ft. Brokencyde.

urgh..

Break was fucking wonderful, like seriously, i miss summer so much now.
i have a report due on the 7th and seriously i don't even remember what it's about.
wait yes i do american system shit for history. But I Hope All You'res Was Wonderful.

Happy New Year! 2009!

Holy Shizznat like I'm So Excited For Music This Year, you have no idea.
so many bands and so many new records. I'm seriously pumped.
some shows are happening for me this year, Warped Tour is Going To Be Insane
I'm Look Forward to seeing DDC and BC13 oh and Isles and Glaciers is going to be insane.

Band Of The Week Is Emarosa they are the shit.
Songs of The Week Is Monster Inside Me - Brokencyde

Love You Bye.