Grounded Again....

GODDAMMIT.....Fucking MotherFucking, What The Fuck?
I go out to bum a cigarette, and play xbox up the street and the whole world falls apart.
I come back and the doors are all locked, and i knock on the window and my sister lets me in.
I'm now grounded for two weeks, and that Fucking SUCKS big time, and it looks like i'mma quit smoking on the bright side...
and on the suckish side, i was supposed to go see my babygirl...next week....
and i'm still kicking my ass over that, every two fucking seconds, i'm thinking i could be there soon, now i'mma hafta fucking wait.
i'm just hoping she'll forgive me for being sucha dumbass...
wow, domino effect people.

listening: A Dream Is A Question You Don't Know How To Answer - Jonny Craig (OMFG<3)
watching: Doogel, The Incredible Hulk, House, Seinfeld.
(yeah i'mma have no life for two weeks)

Really?

I've Been Sitting Here, Noticing I Haven't Been Doing Much With MY Life Lately At All.
I mean, with Kara, everything is about perfect, other than the distance, she is EVERYTHING i want in a girl, a girlfriend, and she has what i want for maybe the rest of my life
Since I Haven't Updated Anyone On These Topics At All.
Vacation was amazing, and i count Vacation as going up to Kara's in Michigan and Going Down To Hilton Head.
Kara's was AMAZING, i think we became attached to each other in 4 days than we did the whole relationship.
Hilton Head was perfect, just what i needed, beaches, alcohol, and family.
Now i'm back home, and i've just gone over some thought changes, i guess it's just growing up a little more, happens every year around this time.

Idk, what's got me out there in the mind, last night had a SHITload of beer, and smoked most of my cigs, but i've been training myself not to need as much anyways.
love fucking jason bolland and dj bonus.

listening: Happiness - Dance Gavin Dance
watching: Directions, A Visual Compellation to The DCFC album Plans

lovelovelove
<3kara.

mhmm

Letsee, Basically, Life is Great.
and that's all i hafta say,

so i was sitting here,,

warped tour tommorrow =]
excited about that.
i'm just worried about my gf, because she means the world and everything in it to me,
i love her to the moon and back, times around the world 839572395 times and then plus infitity.
i never thought i could love as much as i do.
i never thought i could care as much as i do.
and she's hurting now, and i can't do shit about it.
and it's killing me inside.
because i tihnk she's so amazing.
i could spell it out for you,
head to toes:
i love her long messy hair, it suits her and it bring out her eyes.
i love her forehead, because it's insanely kissable
i love her eyes, they're so breathtaking, and i love hazel
i love her nose, it's also kissable =]
i love her cheeks because i always squeeze them and she makes an adorable face
i love her lips, to be frank, she's a great kisser.
i love her neck (i got vampire on it)
i love her tits, do we even need to explain?
i love her stomach, kissable again =]
i love her in general.
and it's not just physically.
i love her free-spirited soul and her independent mind, even though she says she tones down her indepence because she feels dependent on me =]
I love how down to her she is, and how logical her mind works, how we don't real fight, we just talk about things and work it out. i love that she's real and can be a bitch, i need that in my life. i just can't say enough about her.

but i'm done with my little rant.

i don't want this bliss to ever cease.
i want to keep you till the very end
our love never to release.
i just want to depend on
you.

wow.....

i've had an amazing two weeks of vacation.
it's been wonderful
i've learned alot and grown
it's a wonderful life right now

dear world, i am departed.

not actually dead, nor will i be for a time.
i'm just leaving for two weeks.
so sinora

ehhh ha

ehhh well it's been a bit since i had a meaningful blog, but that's just because i'd rather use my mind sober. had another crunk night, refused today, just need a relaxing one, though i do love shelbakins and princess matty (lmfao) and uncle gio it's just today i felt like being sober.







I'm really digging this picture, it just makes me think of summer so well.
I have a couple others on my other blog (inallthingsbeautiful.blogspot.com)


since my ipod is hell knows where i've been only listening to the radio and music on my computer and it's annoying as fuck.
I'm missing the last night of st.pats, (like i really attended the first two, i just got plastered haha)
well there's always tommorrow!

listening: The Dear Hunter - Acts I & II